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I just want to smile
Yours truly.


This is Ray/Richard
Currently studying in HKSS, class 4A
Arrived at this prodigious world on 2nd May, 1993
Im a taurus
Currently single, and available.
Although faced with many adversities,
I struggled to survive all.
And I believe, if I want, I can.
I can't make you love me,
but please don't hate me.



Jukebox.


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com


Wishes

-L1R4 10 points, L1R5 12 points.
-Im contended at the moment ;)

Communication.



Plurkkk!

Plurk.com

Darlinks.

^2fam Clique
Fen Fang, (Fen)^2
Hui hui, (Hui)^2
Kelvin, (vin)^2
Rebecca, (bear)^2
Serene, (rene)^2
Sherlyn(private), (lyn)^2
Sherlyn, (lyn)^2
Yi lin, (lin)^2

WHATever clique
Alex
Annabelle
Desmond
Ferdy
Jaslin
Jason
Jermin
JieYi
Kelvin
Reen
Whatever

Beloved pals
Adibah (NPAP'09)
Ai Jing
Alisa (NPAP'09)
Amanda (NPAP'09)
Azlizah (NPAP'09)
Beiling
Cherie
Christine(habbo)
Cussie Kelvin
Fadhilah
Felicia
Helmi (NPAP'09)
Jayne
Jing yuan
Joan
Jocelyn
Jummy(habbo)
Khoirul (NPAP'09)
Murphi
Ru cui; Esther(habbo)
Saifuddin (NPAP'09)
Sandra
Shanice
Shu fei
Siying
Steph
Syafiqah
Tingting
Vanessa(habbo)
Wendolyn
Xinyi
Xuelin
Yi Wen
Yi yin
Yi yue
Yong hao
Yusuff

If your link is missing, do tell me =)
Inactive links will be removed (sorry)

Memoirs

July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009


Sunday, May 31, 2009

Yo people~
Went to ECP (east coast park) on Friday with kelvin, sherlyn, huihui, serene, ming yang and adrian!
It's seriously FUN and WHACKY! Woah, I'd never ever enjoyed myself at beaches like ECP, but seriously, I have tonnes of fun on friday (:

We met up at JE interchange at 1pm, but i'm late! Sorry peeps :P Travelled alllllll the way to bedok and took bus 197, then walked all the way to ECP. Ate subway for lunch! WOW, im actually getting addicted to subway ;P
Me, ming yang, adrian and kelvin went to rent a bike while the girls rented roller blades. Hehe, ours more worth it, $6 for 3 hours! So yeah we cycle, cycle and cycle, while the girls are trying hard to roller blade ;P
So about 2 hours later, we decided to stop cycling/roller-blading and we go for a DIP in the sea! I'm actually quite reluctant to go into the water... (psssst, forgot to bring extra underwear! ;X) but o'well, I just want to have fun. Hehe, so yeah, I just heck care and -SPLASH- ;P
We also persuaded kelvin to come and join us (psst, he didnt bring extra underwear too!) so yeah, luckily he still joined in, if not we'll be blaming him for been a wet blanket ;P
We then had FUN! and we were like swimming, floating, and we even tried to interlock and float as a group, but ended up having all of us gulping down sea water ;P Its a pity sherlyn didnt join us, but nevermind, she's our camera women for the day! Haha!
Play, play and play until 6.35pm and we went to wash up + returning our bike.
Travelled back to Jurong Point, but serene and adrian didnt join us for dinner, so the rest of us went to the Lai Lai shop at JP2 to have our dinner. Ate lai lai spicy soup noodle with fish fillet and jasmine green tea! LOL and we were breaking stuffs... sherlyn accidently spilled chilli while huihui broke a glass ;P Guess we were really lethargic huh?
All of us then took bus 187 and went home (: What an euphoric day! xDxDxD

PICTURESSS (from ming yang and sherlyn's camera!)


^2fam rawks!


kelvin, yang and me!


Take 2!


kelvin, me and adrian!


yang and adrian!

Fun in the sea!






























Random shots taken during dinner...

Me!


Sherlyn~


kelvin!


huihui~


My noodle~


yang and kelvin zilian on the bus back home~

Thats about it~
OH! and jia you to myself, and everyone eles taking O level MT tmr! Lets get ready to rock n roll~
Bye!

11:42 AM


Thursday, May 28, 2009

Today is really a day with mixed feelings.
After being in NPCC for the past 4 years, i'm now finally out of this business. I still remember... when I was sec 1, I actually joined this CCA out of impulse. I actually regretted in my sec 1 and 2 life as a NPCC cadet. I had to go through arduous trainings and get tonnes of scoldings from my NCOs and CIs. While many of our squad mates are bonded, i'm actually very 'out' in the squad. I do not have much friends, and that worsen my life in NPCC.

My sec 1 and 2 life were definitely not smooth-sailing. We had to undergo drills, camp craft (I hate this...) and scoldings. In fact, I sucks, totally. My drills were slacky, my camp craft was... i cant even tie a simple knot. And that's also the reason why I gotten my promotions pretty late and not the few outstanding ones. Basically by sec 2, I had totally lost faith in NPCC. I skip trainings every now and then, failed to attend some courses, and I skip camps such as camp LEO and ATC. I'm even prepared to, dump this bloody CCA.

But I regained my interest in this CCA when I was in sec 3. That was when I started making friends with my squad mates, and that was when I got so hyped up and upbeat about this CCA. The main motivation (i'll be truthful), is that I get to be a NCO, someone who people will regard me as a leader, as a officer. And another motivation is that, I realised that I want to get a distinction in CCA, since it'll serve some purpose in deducting some points off my O level score. However, throughout the 10 weeks having intensive NCO course, I did not have such thoughts anymore. I started to like this CCA sinerely, and it had totally disciplined me, as well as making me into a more responsible cadet, since I know that after the end of the NCO course, I'll officially be a NCO, and I have to be a role model to my junior.

My sec 3 life, is also the only year whereby I did not skip any trainings or courses (except NCO camp, cos I had valid reasons). I attended training weekly, and I actually LOOK forward to all trainings. I went for my survival camp, PK and HFS course and was even in the shooting team, even though I did not took part in the competition. At the end of the year, we had a camp LEO (annual camp) and it's actually my first time attending, since I skipped my sec 1 and 2 annual camp. And worse, I had to prepare for campfire!~ It was an once in a life time experience, soaking firewood and preparing for the campfire. Tiring, but yet, meaningful when I see the structure that I had helped to set up lighted up in flames. I'm also required to feed the fire during the campfire, while the others were enjoying the performance. But yeah, it's again, something I had never tried before.

During November, I had actually went to Hong Kong with NPCC. It was the first time I go oversea without my parents, and it's definitely awesome. It's not only the fact i get to visit places in which I did not went before, but it's also that throughout the few days' trip, I had really strengthen the friendship with many people, especially serene, huihui, kelvin, rebecca, ming yang, jocelyn and many many more. It's a trip that makes me realised the importance of friendship, and that was what makes me more etched to NPCC. Besides that, when we come back, we had fancy drills trainings for the CCA open house. Although having disputes, I still enjoyed the times we had together, planning and creating moves and practising as a squad. I must say, our performance was indeed cool! (:

This year, my last few months in NPCC, I definitely grabbed hold of any chance to do something for this unit, since I've been pretty much a parasite throughout the first 2 years. I took care of the sec 2 as a sec 2 NCO, and its the only time whereby I got really furious with them for not performing up to standard. But hey! This shows that I actually CARE for them, if not, the me in the past would not have even bother to scold and scream at them. Another significant turning point of my life would be attending the NPCC annual parade (NPAP). The 3 months of tough training as a Gold Unit Flag Party in HTA was exhausting and energy-draining. However, it's definitely a major parade. Although it's tough, I looked forward to every friday's training at the HTA. Being the gold unit, we actually get to wear our No.1 uniform. Its, fascinating! On the actual parade, no words could actually describe the pride I felt when I marched out with my school's flag. It's an absolute stunning experience.

Now, I had passed out. The unit is in the sec 3's hand. But oh well, I wished they all can handle the unit well, and bring another gold to HKSS'NPCC.
I'd like to say a big THANK YOU to...
(1) Teacher officers. Thanks for holding up the unit, and organizing the unit well.

(2) Cadet Inspectors. The CIs had scolded us, had reprimanded us and had even bring down my morale. But still, I know its all for our own good and I definitely appreciate the times we spent together

(3)The SIs (Nicholas and Kristabel) Thanks for being such a wonderful SI. You 2 are truly someone who had brough HKSS NPCC to a greater height. You two are the most competent SIs ever!

(4)Friends in NPCC, including Nicholas, Kristabel, Hui hui, Serene, Kelvin and the rest of sec 4 squad mates. You people are the one that kept me going on in NPCC. Thank you people! <33 lovesloves

(5) The sec 3s. You guys had gone through our trainings, and now you all had all grown up (hehe, i sounded old). You all had officially took over the unit, and I wished you all the best in running the unit. Dont let it fall alright? Sustain our gold. You all can do it, if you all wants to do it.

(6) To all juniors in sec 1 and 2. Keep going! Even if you faced adversity in NPCC, do not ever give up! And thanks for being such wonderful cadets, I enjoyed my time with you all!


You guys makes my life as a NPCC cadet very, very meaningful. The only regret I have, is unable to get the NPCC SPF badge, but oh well, i have no one to blame except myself, so i'm actually very contended to be a Staff Sergeant, and I'll definitely missed the times and days I've spent in NPCC...
Indeed, a day with mixed feelings... From someone whom regretted joining NPCC, to someone who is actually... etched and adored NPCC. It's really awesome.

Lastly, I got to say, NPCC RAWKS MY LIFE!

Photos taken from cheryl mdm's camera! (there are tonnes of photos, so im gonna just post around 16 photos.)


Gathering for the ROD! Unit photo (:


Nicholas being asked out to play some games, and his gonna imitate what syafiq do!


Another photo of the unit!


Sitting in the front row. Haha!


Another shot, what are we looking?


Nicholas doing pole dance!


and his shy...


Performing his piano skills!


Kelvin and me being sabotaged... to sing while nicholas play his piano ._.


Trying hard to find reasons so that we dont have to sing...


Nicholas playing the piano, while we testing out our melody. Hehe


Photo taken after singing!


Getting back to our seats...




Best sec 3 NCO award. LOL!


Sec 4 group photo! Showing off our rank.


Take 2!

Thats all for the photos!

10:35 PM


Sunday, May 24, 2009

*NOTE: MORE PHOTOS HAVE BEEN ADDED! SCROLL DOWN TO TAKE A LOOK!*
Hey people~!~!
Attended the Mediaclub thingy with syafiqah, amani, thendral, sharmin, jayne and khairul! It was, ULTIMATE FUN! Enjoyed myself soooo much! Thanks syafiqah for inviting me to go for that workshop (:

Yesterday, woke up at 6am (soooo early...) and met amani and syafiqah at JE interchange around 7am. Travelled to Douby Gaut(IDK the spelling. LOL) and finally found our way to the YMCA building. Oh yeah, and our breakfast was... refrigerator food in 7-11 and we heated it up. It taste horrible. ;P
So yeah, went to register at around 7.30am and the whole group of us were been interviewed, we were like, so hyper can!! LOL!

The whole thing start at 9am whereby there is a program briefing and introduction of all the mentors. We were also split into our groups, and i'm in group D, together with syafiqah, jayne and sharmin! Woohoo! Also got to know this girl call Lisa, super talented and have great linguistic skills!
Our mentor for group D is none other than... Guillame Pagnoux! Yeah his a hot guy from France (photos of him below~) that makes every girl go crazy! LOL! My mentor rockssss ;P

Next, we were given some time to get to know one another as well as our mentor.
After our tea break, we had the break out session 1, whereby we spent around 1 hour and 50 mins with our mentor, learning different skills such as interviewing and such, and we even get to treat our mentor as the interviewee and interview him!
Lunch is next! And there is delicious buffet waiting for us! Woohoo~

1 person from each group will be selected to attend the "press conference" whereby they need to interview one of the mentor, and the mentor will be someone that is not from your group. It was a job well done, all 4 representative from each group did a marvelous job in interviewing!

So we had our next activity after the press conference, and this is where we had the most fun throughout the whole workshop! We were once again broken up into different groups, 1,2,3 or 4. And I happens to be in group 4 with Khairul as well as 3 other girls! This game is to actually plan and act out a show that is related to the theme that is given to the groups, and every group will get a different theme!
Our theme happens to be The Game Show! After some discussion, we decided to host a Singapore also got talent, lah! LOL Its about a talent show in a very local way! So I took up the role as the contestant 2! There's also contestant 1, show host and 2 judges (: The concept of our skit is that the contestants will go through 2 rounds, singing and longest breath competition. However, contestant 1 will sings horribly and contestant 2 will be the better one, and 1 of the judge actually likes contestant 1! So its quite an irony, and the judges actually have some disputes among them. It's an extremely funny skit! Haha *self-praise*
So we had a few trial run and everything seems to be going pretty well (:

At 4pm, it's our SHOW TIME! And unluckily/luckily we were the first to go! So yeah, everything went pretty smoothly, except the fact that I went super out of tune as I sang i'm yours. LOL cos it's nervous. But yeah, nevermind, the rest went accordingly to our planning, so I must say that everyone did a fabulous job!
Not only us, all the 4 groups were absolutely STUNNING! We have people doing show on news presenting, and they had the plot of reporting a news on mashmellows that cause people to diminish. There's also a group doing music show, and woahhhh syafiqah is darn cute can, and funny! Cos she used the guitar cover's zip as the instrument and not the guitar! Its, hilarious! Group 3's performance was... no words can describe. It's original, creative, fantastic, SUPER FUNNY, slutty and.. a perfect girls' gossip talkshow.
So yeah, everyone really did a wonderful job!

Then its time to reveal our resultsssss! And the winning team goes to... group 3!!! Yeah! They deserved it! Best part of it was that they get to have a 7 months contract which they will receive trainings! And congrats to rest of my friends who won some award too! You peeps are GREAT!

Overall, this is a superb event, DIEDIE must go! Extremely fun and worth it! Yeah, and we all definitely have lots of FUN throughout~

Photos time~


The rising sun~ Mark of a fun day ahead!





















Me with mentor Tim wade~


Me with mentor Guillame!


Me with mentor Ram!


Group photo of group 4~


Another shot! You peeps rocks!


Group photo of HKSS peeps with mentors~


Another shot! And whats with khai's hand. LOL


Now mentor tim wade joins in!


Photo with mentor Hidayat!


Fyy, dont cut my faceeee ;(


Media kit (:


Cert of participation! And, they spelled my name as Ricahrd. LOL!

After the whole thing, went to vivo to meet up with HS peeps for dinner. So sorry I can join them at sentosa! But still, hope you guys have fun! So yeah, meet reen and jason first, and we were on a cafe while waiting for the rest to arrive. When jieyi, murphi, cherie, beiling, wafra and ygt (did i miss anyone?) arrived, we went to pastamania for dinner (except reen didnt come for dinner, dunno where she and murphi went). Ate teriwasa tori, and we all got a 30% discount, cos jason's cousin is working there, and so we can get staff discount (: Sent wafra to MRT station after dinner and we went to rooftop to cut the cake for HS birthday~
It was already pretty late after that, and we all went home (: Thanks jieyi, beiling and murphi, cos they accompany us and took the long way home. haha! (:
Home sweet home (:
All photos are at murphi's camera... so yeah, I cant post yet since she haven upload, i'll update you guys after she uploaded!
But still, there are pictures of the cake (:


Delicious looking cake!


Its lighted up~


Xiaozhu and me~


me and my tired face.. ;P


Beiling and YGT!


Cherie and Jason!


Another shot of them!


Group photo 1!


Group photo 2!

Okayy going for tuition soon! Bye~

9:55 AM


Tuesday, May 19, 2009

YO!
Gotten back my SS result even though today don't have SS but yeah, Mrs Lee made use of part of Mg Ngiow's lesson to give us back our paper.
Not too bad, although my results wasn't as good as last year, but I still managed to attain 38/50.
After combining it with my history, gotten 70/100 for my combined humans!
Finally a distinction.. (:
This MYE is really disappointing, didnt have any B3, all my subjects were B4 or below, except my humans which still managed to get a a2... Have to work harder.. wait, not harder, but extremely hard! (:

Oh man, and tomorrow we gonna have the bloody grooming check again... It never failed to scare the hell out of me, cos the school barber's skill is real bad, and I don't wanna get caught at this point of time, especially when June holiday is nearing (even tho it isnt a holiday, we still have structured lessons...)
But today I totally had no time to cut. Went for shooting training until 5pm, then rush to jurong east for tuition from 6-8pm. When I reached home, the salons were already closed. Dang! I got a hunch i'm gonna get caught tomorrow... Wish me luck ;(

10:08 PM


Monday, May 18, 2009

It's devastating. Really.
This mid year exam result, I've more or less gotten back all my exam papers (except SS and FE) and the results, sucks to the core.
So yup, its really a wake up call for me, urging me to wake up and start studying, if not, I would not score for O level.
Alright, shall do a brief evaluation of my MYE result...

Chinese
O level mother tongue is already in less than 2 weeks time, yet I did so badly for my MYE. The total marks (paper 1, 2 and 3) sums up to be only a mere 62/100. This is, far below my expectation. I've always been aiming like, a distinction, but I've only gotten B4. I guess, it time I stopped getting too complacent for chinese. I used to have this mindset of "aiya, chi study for what? sure can score de lah!" But no, I just realized, that I have to work hard and start practising on essays as well as the compre. I have 2 more weeks... and i'll be chionging my chi, especially during the MT intensive lessons.

English
Eng is quite surprising for me. As you all know, I wrote 'humility' for my essay, and I though it means humiliation, but little did I know that it actually means being humble. So I expect to fail my paper 1. But phew, I got 32/60 for my paper 1.
Paper 2 was kind of disappointing. I only scored 28/50, and i'm expecting around 33 for my paper 2. So yeah, gotta work harder and do more practise on my compre! My oral was pretty okay, 29/40. So yup, eng total overall was a pathetic 58/100. I'm so gonna work hard and achieve a B3.

E-maths and A-maths
The results for both my maths sucks to the core. For e-maths, I scored 50/80 for paper 1, and 59/100 for paper 2. Total for E-maths is only about 61. That's an atrocious result... Only a b4. As for a-maths, I didnt pin too much hope on it. Scored 31/80 for paper 1 and 31/100 for paper 2. Overall around 34/100. It sucks, I know, and I swear that I'll be putting in the most effort for both my maths and hope to get a b3 for a-maths and a A2 for e-maths. It gotta take a lot of hard work and practise, but i'm ready for it.

Combined science(Phy/Chem)
My result for combined science is actually the subject that I'm most upset about. I always thought that since I had combined it, I can easily get a distinction. I'm wrong again. It isnt that easy, and the marking is pretty strict. Only got a overall of about 62 for phy and a total of 64 for chem. Overall score for combined science is 63/100. Sucks man, i MUST and i NEED to get a distinction! If not, there goes my dream of getting into a JC. TYS shall be the tool for the next semester (:

History
History paper wasn't too well done, but I am still feeling fine for my result. Gotten 32/50 for it. And one of my essay only for 3/12. LOL! I'd definitely score much better if I understood and do the part A of my essay correctly...
Couldn't calculate my combined humans mark, will be getting back my SS results only at thurs...

Yup, thats about the results for my MYE. Can't wait to get back my FE result (wed) and SS (thurs). Yeah, the results for MYE is seriously heart wrenching and it had woken me up. To those who aint satisfied with their results, lets work hard together, and to those who are happy with their scores, keep up the good work!
Bye~ (:

7:07 PM


Sunday, May 17, 2009

Hey peeeeeople~
Went for HS meeting yesterday at alex house!
Woah, I slept all the way from bukit gombak to toa payoh on the MRT ride ;X and its like I've already reached toa payoh the moment I opened my eyes ;X Luckily I did not overslept!
Walked to alex's house with reen, baixing, estelicious, mao and ferdy. Jason and responsible came later on. We also had video conference with XY. LOL. So we had the meeting from about 3.30pm all the way till 6pm +
And woah, they had even wanted us to do a quiz which would actually let us know what type of personality we have. And my result is... the chief! LOL Kinda weird huh? ;X
So the meeting is mostly about the revamp of the grouping of staffs in HS, and I gotta admit that the new arrangement is definitely MUCH better as it's more organized! Lets hope that with the whole new layout, it'll bring HS to a greater height!
Had our dinner at the coffee shop near alex's house. Ate fish and chip for dinner! Yummmmmy~
After our dinner, the rest went home while me, reen, bai xing, notebook and mao took the red line. Mao pangseh us and went home. LOL jk ;X
So yup, the rest of us went to JP as me and reen wanted to buy bag. Went to cubez and reen bought a brown leather bag while I bought a black one.
Home sweet home after that! (:

Okayyy, I took some pic of the new school bag I bought as well as pic of the zinc haversack that my friends had bought for me during my birthday! (:


My new sch bag!


Another view!


The bag my friends bought for me! ;)


Brothersss! haha!


Me with my new bag!


Another shot!

Alright!
Good luck to everyone getting back my MYE tomorrow! I'll try not to be emo after getting back my results...
Bye~

3:32 PM


Friday, May 15, 2009

Yo people!!!
Went to catch Angels and Demons with Kelvin, Xin Yi, Durga and Felicia at Cineleisure yesterday!
Its a extremely nice movie!!!
A MUST watch =]

Met up with kelvin and xinyi at clementi and both of them went for lunch at subway. We then waited for durga and took 106 to Orchard. Walkwalk to Cineleisure and waited for Felicia to arrive then we bought the movie tickets.

Angels and Demons
Alright, i'll not be a spoiler anymore and add in every single details of the movie, so im just gonna be briefly saying the outline of the movie (:
This movie is basically about 4 cardinals who will be the next Pope as the Pope had passed away. However, the 4 of them are been kidnapped by the antagonist in the movie. The antagonist then threaten that after 8pm, he will start to kill the 4 of them one by one per hour in different churches, and by 12 midnight, he would blow off this chemical thingy which would destroy the whole of St Peter square, or rather, the whole capital (i think? LOL).
So the whole idea of this movie is that Tom Hanks (the protagonist) and some other peeps were suppose to figure out where is the next church that the antagonist will do his killing on. Hence, the group of people started to do research and found some clues to where the antagonist will conduct his killing. However, they were unable to save the first 3 cardinals as they came too late. It was only until the 4th cardinal which they were able to save him from drowning. Also, the chemical thingy that was set off to bomb at 12 midnight were also saved as one guy took it with him on a helicopter and let it exploded on air while he parachut-ed down.
The movie had a lot of other twists and interesting stuff, but I would not blogged it here since it'll be a spoiler and the movie is like 2 hour ++, so yeah, the movie is definitely much more interesting than my summary, cos I only included the main idea and plot of the movie.
What I actually like about the movie is its exciting plot and the scene is immerse with actions. It even went to such a great extent that I was so into the movie that I felt like i'm suffocating when its showing the part whereby one of the cardinal were thrown into the water.
However, what I dislike about the movie is that it's a little religious (catholic) and at the beginning of the movie, I don't quite understand what its all about. So it might requires your full attention to understand this movie.

Alright, after the movie, we were like walking around, searching for place to have our dinner. In the end, we went to pastamania. LOL! Had alfredo and lychee soda! Yummmy!
Me, xinyi, durga and kelvin then took bus 105 and we were like, singing and talking on the bus. Haha! Reached home at 10.30pm (:
Quite a fun day indeed! That's about it! BYEEEE~ (:

9:25 AM


Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Hello!
I'm in a very interesting situation today. ;X
Well, at around evening, I went to buy milk tea, and while im on the way back home, there is a bunch of malay boy (about 10?), and they were like, standing and blocking off the path way which i'm about to walk through. So I just squeeze my way through, and while i'm walking pass them, one of the bastard shoot up his bloody leg, in attempt to trip me.
But that loser failed. I didnt fall, and I dont know why, out of anguish, I shouted "Walao, CB!" And I shouted quite loudly ;X
So they were like "what cb, what cb" and I just walk away, while my eyes were still staring at them.
LOL! Those bunch of loosers, hooligans wannabe, parasite of the society. They aint even worth to be a dog, at least dogs are cuter. They're just like dungs. Losers!
And oh, I thought they might come charging at me or what, thanks goodness, they didn't. LOL! Yeah, its good to put on a strong front sometimes ;X

On a happier note, MYE is finally over!!! Yesss!!
Had my last paper today, combined sci paper 1, 40 MCQs on chem and phy. Kinda easy! ;X Hope I can score distinction in my combined sci! Hehe!
Might be going out tmr for a movie! Yessshh!!
And oh yeah, i'm soo looking forward to prelim and O level, wahaha!
Jia you to all my friends who are still having exam! All the besttt~ Gambateh!
And oh, my muscles are aching from top to toe, esp on my arm and neck because I played badminton intensively yesterday, with kelvin, nicholas and francis. It's fun, but tiring.. and now my muscles are aching like don't know what! ;X
Alright, thats about it!
BYEBYE~ (:

7:05 PM


Sunday, May 10, 2009

What a arduous week!
Had finally completed almost all of my paper for this week!
Now, im only left with combined sci paper 1, which is actually 40 MCQs and it's only 1 hour! So yeah, I can finally relax myself a little.
Even though we haven get back our results, but I can already estimate my result, and it definitely isn't looking good.. ;( But nevermind, i'll work much harder for prelim and O level ;D

And yes, thanks to Jayne! Cos she had arranged tuition for me at her tuition centre. Its twice a week, Tues (6pm - 8 pm) and Sunday (12noon - 2pm). We'll be doing E and A maths. Hehe. Lets hope that the tuition can really help me in my maths!
With my new dreams and new goals, i'm suddenly very determined to work hard to attain my goal and get into the school of my choice next year.

Lets all work hard together, friends!
Jia you!
Bye~

12:21 PM


Friday, May 8, 2009

I had been thinking a lot today...
I'm actually on the MRT to YCK to meet murphi, jieyi and cherie to study in AMK library, and on the way there, i'd been thinking a lot, in fact, thinking too much...
It may be a short half an hour trip, but many thoughts have been running wildly through my mind.
What do I really want after my secondary education?
To get into a poly? Mass comm? To get a diploma? Is that really all that?
Or should I study extremely hard now, and get into a JC. So that I have a route to uni and be a uni graduate.
Which choice do I really want?
For all my life, I wanted to get into poly. Its cool, we get to wear our own clothes, we wont have grooming checks anymore, we get to use laptop during lessons... But is all these essential?
My desire to get into a poly, is it just because of all these? I dont know.
A diploma is common.. too common. Many people have a diploma. With that qualification, how am I gonna get a good job? Maybe because i'm still young and I dont know about those employment and such, but getting a bachelor degree is of course much better than just a diploma.
All of a sudden, I wanted to get into a JC so much. It may be tough, my grades are not too good, but I still think I have time now.
I'm already planning to go for a-maths tuition during at around June.
Its really weird, cos I have a sudden urge to get into a JC instead of a poly. I really do not know what I want. I had really think a lot today, and I had never think so seriously about my future before.
I feel so lost...

8:14 PM


Monday, May 4, 2009

Hello!
Before I go on to my celebrations, Ray would sincerely love to thanks each and every one of you whom had made my 16th birthday SOOOOO memorable!
Special thanks to WHATever peeps
^2fam peeps
Those who had wished me happy birthday
Those who did not wished me happy birthday (lol)
Yup, you guys simply RAWKS MY LIFE! (;
Love you all to the core <333
Ite my first birthday that had soooo many people celebrating with me, and I really love it. Once again..
THANK YOU PALS!

Celebration with ^2fam!
On my actual birthday (2nd May), went out to Tampanies (Whats the actual spelling uh?) with ^2fam clique and other friends! Thank you to all those who came!
Met up with yang at city hall and travelled to Tampanies with him. The rest of them had already arrived when me and yang reached there. Went to look for them at mac!
Was very touched to see that they had prepared for me a cake and my presents! LOL. And yeah! its a bag from zinc! Super cool and chic can!!!!!!
Sherlyn had also given me her present, which is like a card with my name on it. I'll handle it with care and love it de!
Thank you!!!! (:
We then went to the cinema and watched 17 again! A pity hui, sherlyn and kelly didnt watch. It's quite a nice movie.. and zac efron is hot, even from a guy's perspective (: But the plot a little.. err.. boring. Its basically about a man in his forties going back to 17 and make changes to his life. Dont wanna reveal much, go and catch it at the cinema if you are interested. Hehe!
After the movie, we went around the 3 shopping malls at Tampanies. Kinda sad that kelly had to leave early and sherlyn accompanied her home.
So shopshopshop until around 5+ then we decided to go for dinner~ I suggested swensens, but then due to budget... we went to a HK restaurant (again.. LOL) for dinner!
Ate black pepper salmon with rice and milk teaaa ;D
After our dinner, its really getting bored over there.. so we decided to bring the cake over to IMM whereby we have enough space to cut the cake!
So mrt-ed to jurong east and we went to the sky garden (is it the correct name?) at IMM.
OMG lah! They all lied to me. Asked me to come and take group photo then without me realising, xinyi and huihui smashed the cake on both side of my cheeks. Oh man! LOL!
Then they started chasing me around with more cream and cake. Im like, running around like a idiot. Luckily didnt get smashed again! Sherlyn missed the fun, cos when she came to IMM, we had finished smashing cake ;P
If i had a few more pimples popping out, all xinyi and huihui's fault. LOL! just kidding!
Its getting kinda late already by the time we finish our cake, so everyone went separate ways and went home!
It's indeed an fun day!
Once again, thanks to those who came on 2nd May. And I really love the presents and the cake! Yummy! Haha!
Photo time!!!


While waiting for our food... haha!


Gosh my face look bigggg!


Mingyang! Hard to get his photo ;D


Bernice and xinyi... dont shy lah!


Kenneth!


Stare what stare? LOL!


My birthday cake!! Yummy!


Delicious cake!


I wish that...


Eating the cake...


Unglam shot! LOL!


Group photo 1!


Group photo 2!


Yang and me!


Kelvin and me!


Hui and me!


Hui, me and yang!


Presenting... hui and kelvin!


With yang and kelvin!


Hui, yang and kelvin!

LOL I dunno why, but i personally like the photos a lot!
Alright thats about all the photos!

Celebration with WHATever
On friday (1st May), WHATever peeps had a early birthday celebration for me! And its proudly organise by jieyi! Woohoo! she's so cool, choose KBox cos she know its my fave place (:
Met up with jieyi and melvin at AMK Mrt station and travelled to City Hall.
Then we waited for the rest to arrive. And Alex very what lo! He told me he isnt coming, but in the end, he came. Haha. But your acting skills is really good.. i'm totally fooled by you. LOL!
Went to the KBox at Suntec. Really enjoyed myself a lot... SING, SING AND MORE SINGING! Haha.
Then out of a sudden, Jerz mummy walked in with a cake! SO SWEET!! Thank you so much (: The cake taste reallllyyy delicious (partly becos jerz mummi bought it for me :P) and I shared it with reen! Lucky you. LOL!
So singsingsing until 7pm+ and we went to this Hong Kong restaurant for dinner. Ordered their curry chicken + rice and cold milk tea! It taste fantastic (or maybe cos im hungry. LOL)
Oh yeah, and I gotten a bottle of red wine for free! Cos they say if we become member and there is someone's birthday on the month of May, there will be discount and we don't even have to pay for the membership fee. Furthermore, they will give us a bottle of red wine. So cool huh! Haha! And got discount voucher somemore!
Chatted at the restaurant.. and jieyi keeps saying got 1 waiter darn shuai. LOL jerz even went to get his number for her. LOL must be darn paiseh ;X
I then took the green line with tian, mao and reen back home!
Once again, THANK YOU to allll those who came on friday (: really appreciated it a lot!

Alright, i'll be posting some photos taken from reen's camera! LOL I lazy to post all, so i'll just post some photos here! (mostly those photos that have me then i'll post it here ;P LOL!)


Birthday card from JIEYI! Thank you!


The inside~


Me, wenjie and foug... wenjie dont shy lah!


Arrival of jerz mummi and da cake! I'm quite shocked. LOL!


me with the cake (:


i wish.. i wish.. i wish...


Another shot!


Blowing the candle!


Cutting the cake ;D


Another shot with wenjie and foug.. and cant see wenjie face again. LOL. Dont hideee


A group photo! (didnt get to have a proper group photo ;X)


Waiting for seats outside the HK restaurant!


me and fou. LOL my hair so messy!


Everyone tucking in!

Okay so thats all! (:

Alright, that's about it. Man! You guys rocks! I'll always remember my 16th birthday!
Jia you to everyone for ur mid year exam!
Bye~

3:03 PM