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I just want to smile
Yours truly.


This is Ray/Richard
Currently studying in HKSS, class 4A
Arrived at this prodigious world on 2nd May, 1993
Im a taurus
Currently single, and available.
Although faced with many adversities,
I struggled to survive all.
And I believe, if I want, I can.
I can't make you love me,
but please don't hate me.



Jukebox.


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com


Wishes

-L1R4 10 points, L1R5 12 points.
-Im contented at the moment ;)

Communication.



Plurkkk!

Plurk.com

Darlinks.

^2fam Clique
Fen Fang, (Fen)^2
Hui hui, (Hui)^2
Kelvin, (vin)^2
Rebecca, (bear)^2
Serene, (rene)^2
Sherlyn(private), (lyn)^2
Sherlyn, (lyn)^2
Yi lin, (lin)^2

WHATever clique
Alex
Annabelle
Desmond
Ferdy
Jaslin
Jason
Jermin
JieYi
Kelvin
Reen
Whatever

Beloved pals
Adibah (NPAP'09)
Ai Jing
Alisa (NPAP'09)
Amanda (NPAP'09)
Azlizah (NPAP'09)
Beiling
Cherie
Christine(habbo)
Cussie Kelvin
Fadhilah
Felicia
Helmi (NPAP'09)
Jayne
Jing yuan
Joan
Jocelyn
Jummy(habbo)
Khoirul (NPAP'09)
Murphi
Ru cui; Esther(habbo)
Saifuddin (NPAP'09)
Sandra
Shanice
Shu fei
Siying
Steph
Syafiqah
Tingting
Vanessa(habbo)
Wendolyn
Xinyi
Xuelin
Yi Wen
Yi yin
Yi yue
Yong hao
Yusuff

If your link is missing, do tell me =)
Inactive links will be removed (sorry)

Memoirs

July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009


Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Yo~
I've been tagged to do a quiz from sherlyn! Here goes~

1. What have you been doing recently?
Going to school, doing homework, studying for test. Stupid life
2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Most of the time before I go to sleep.
3. What happened at 10am today?
Had a-maths lesson
4. When did you last cry?
Few years back?
5. Believe in fate/destiny?
Believe that fate and destiny is determined by ourselves!
6. What do you want in your life now?
O level 10 points, although impossible. To be surrounded with genuine friends.
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
Depends. But seldom take out my umbrella even if I got bring.
8. What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
Sleep, read, play laptop. What do you expect?
9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
Shorts, what do you want me to wear at home?
10. What's the nicest things in your inbox?
Nothing, mostly are craps.
11. Do you tend to make your relationship complicated?
Why make it complicated when you can do things easy?
12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
No.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
Valkryie!
14. What are you proud of?
Being myself.
15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
Idk where's my oldest text. My inbox only can hold 200+ messages...
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Umm... umm... luo zhi xiang's songs.
17. Do you have any nicknames?
Quite a few... don't wanna say ^^
18. What does the newest text say?
Newext text... "no la, i slow reply. ps i was doing something."
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
11.15 pm
20. Are you currently happy?
No, not really. My laughs are fake.
21. Who gives you the best advice?
Myself :)
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
YESS
23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
No one.
24. Is something bugging you now?
School work and studies...
25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
I laugh at my own jokes :)

Kay, done the quiz.
Dont wish to tag people to do, but you can do if you want to! ^^
Bye~

8:48 PM


Sunday, February 22, 2009

Yo!
Went to cut my hair just now. The grooming check is darn scary, and the DM cut is.. okay no comments.
Now had slope-ed a litle, and fringe shorter ler... haish...

1:32 PM



It was definitely fun yesterday, although didn't really thought it will be fun.
Woke up at 9am and rushed to the basketball court next to shuqun sec. Played basketball with kelvin, nicholas and francis. Gosh, i'm still as lousy as ever! But doesn't matter. I have fun and that's it. LOL. Played among us for a while, then went to play 4v4 against another group of people. Well, nicholas and kelvin completely trashed them, with francis scoring a lot too! As for me, well... LOl you all should know lah, didn't score but just go around irritate people, or so called "defending"
Got one guy damn what lah, keep stepping on my foot. But i've gotten my revenge too. Hehe. Went for breakfast at the market and went home, sweating like a pig!

Bathed, dressed up, style hair a little, and went to JP.
We were planning to watch pink panther 2, but we had passed the time slot, so went to watch Valkyrie!!! And xinyi reallllyyy changed a lot lah! You look much nicer now, after not see-ing you since last year december (not to say you're ugly last time, but you've really changed a lot)
Accompany kelvin to buy a t-shirt before going into the movie.

Valkyrie
The movie is darn blooodddyy nice lahhh!!! Okay, maybe im a history student, so I find it nice, but yes, its nice. LOL!
The starting was a bit confusing, cos there is a lot of talking and I don't really understand =P But I'll just summarise the whole idea of the movie in a few sentence! And pardon me, I don't know the names. Its like, german name, darn, how am I suppose to remember? LOL.
The movie is like a group of people, high rankers working under Hitler, wanting to rebuke at hitler as they think that his not suitable to be the fuher and he had caused the downfall and suffering of germany. The group of people is led by Tom Cruise (I don't know his name in the movie), whom tried to assassinate hitler. They make use of this "pen" which actually operates as a bomb. At first, they put the pen at the briefcase, and was about to set it off after the meeting with hitler, but they failed as someone discovered them. They only succeed to set off the bomb at the second meeting. However, due to the location (i think), the bomb did not sucessfully killed hitler, although tom cruise saw the explosion. So the group of people started to act, making use of the secret army to take back berlin and the rest of germany, announcing the death of hitler and arresting those officers under Hitler. It's like a whole revolution was taking place, and while im watching the movie, I thought that Hitler was really killed from the explosion and the tom cruise and his group of people will take over germany as the new ruler. However, during the arrest of 1 guy (i forget the nameee T_T), the officer had talked to the phone with hitler, and was shocked that hitler was not dead. Upon receiving the news, tom cruise is adamant that hitler is definitely dead and he wanted to carry on the operation. The movie ended with Hitler addressing to the public that he did not die and the operation valkyrie is been called off. Tom cruise and the group of officers were all executed...

Sorry ah, for making it sound so confusing. Im bad at writing summary lah! haha!
After the movie, went to the wallet shop and bought a new wallet! Then kelvin went to cut hair at Qb house. We were then quite bored, and decided to go to kelvin's house to chit chat, play guitar etc. Stayed at his house for about an hour and left at 9.30. Had really enjoyed myself ^^

Kay, lets take a look at my new wallet!






Right, hope that I can meet up with the ^2 fam peeps next sat and go out with them! Hehe.
^2 fam people, do you all wanna make a clique blog? Hehe
And im gonna re-link you all under a new category call ^2 Fam clique~ Hope u all will do the same too!~
Tata~

12:55 PM


Friday, February 20, 2009

HHARRLOWWW friendsss~
Whew, what a long time since I've updated. Sorry lah! Super busy ^^ Well, what can you expect when you're in sec 4? 24 hours is always too little for me!
This whole week, was busy with my history test preparation. Super worried about my history test de lor! My performance in history had been declining, although history used to be my strongest subject. Took the test yesterday, still find it okay tho, but not sure if I went out of topic...

Today was scaryyy. Had grooming check today. Unlike past grooming checks, today, a lot a lot of the guys were been caught. It was horrifying, see-ing the sight of the guys been called out one by one, and a lot of them, their hair is still not as long as mine... It's like, my bloodstream froze when the DM is looking at my direction and all I can do is to pull up my fringe and continue to read book like nobody's business.
Mrs Chuah still caught my hair, say my back never cut slope... Haish, luckily she allowed me to cut during weekend. Phew~

Had NPAP training today too! Cant's say something, cos it's not meant to be leaked out. Sorry! But it was fun! Kelvin let me be the main while his the sub for flag bearer. Im sooo gonna train hard so that i'll not get replaced. GO Flag 1 LOL. Coincidentally, Mark Sir is taking our squad, and yeah, his gonna come down hard on us. That's good, cos I will improve under harsh conditions. Training today was pretty much expected. Arm still feel the strain, did turning and marching today with flag pole. Felt that im improving a little, but still got a lot of things to catch up.

After going back home and finished our dinner, we had officially formed our clique. ^2 Fam. No worries WHATever, I didn't forget you all ^^
^2 Fam, weird name huh? Come, let me elaborate. You know when u key in to the power of 2 in calculator, you can see like 5^2 (five to the power of two) right? Precisely, cos our clique de ppl's name are like, vin vin, ray ray, hui hui, bell bell, rene rene, etc. So it's like to the power of 2. Lameeee! But I sort of like the name ^2 Fam. And yes, to all audition freak, fam = family, not the audition's fam. Haha. Hoppeefully, this clique will be as fun as WHATever clique (although we are losing contact now... T_T)

That's it, will try to blog ASAP. Bye bye~

11:27 PM


Monday, February 16, 2009

Yuuhoo~
Sorry for blogging about last sat's V.day now. Was been a little busy! Haha!
Anyway, Thanks to Sherlyn, Huihui, Ming yang, Serene, Kelvin, Cheryl, Rebecca, Zhong huan, Adrian, Yilin, Celene and Wenqing for making this Valentines day possible!

Met hui, vin , yang, cheryl, becca, serene zhong huan and adrian at Jurong East mrt station. Travelled to vivo via Mrt. Was weird uh, many funny "things" happening during the ride. Hehe.
Was deciding what to eat for breakfast when we reached vivo and decided to go LJS! Saw kris and her bf, wei xuan, over there. Happy V.day to both of u! LOL. Bought grilled cajun chicken at LJS.
After our breakfast cum lunch, we went to arcade and played a few games. But at that point of time, everyone's mood was still.. very low and bored. Might be due to my bad planning =P Later on, some of us went to buy cake for wen qing as it's her birthday!
Yang's friend (Celene and wen qing) then arrived later and we had a introduction session, since we dunno both of them and we sang birthday song for wen qing.

After that, the situation is super awkward! The big group happens to be separated to a few smaller groups, mainly due to being bored and some of us dont know each other... Hence, me yang and vin decided to play True Or Dare at the skypark at Vivo, to get to know each other better. But even the true or dare session is, strange and awkward... What's wrong? LOL! But still, I think it more or less helped a bit, as we still had quite a good laugh from the game.

Yang's friend then need to go off, so we decided to walk around and some of them went to bought ice cream at Ben&Jerry. It was expensive lah! $13 for a few scoops of ice cream and waffle. Didnt buy it anyway. Hehe. Im just a poor guy lah!
It was reallly getting way too bored at vivo, so we suggested to go to JP! That's where we really have fun!

When we reached JP, JJ Lin was there too. It was super crowded, and everyone's like mad over him. Too bad, his not my idol, i still prefer LZX. LOL.
Went to arcade and played again. Daytona is fun uh? LOL!
Cheryl and Serene then have to leave, so while they leave, we went for dinner. It was very crowded, and the kopitiam at 3rd floor practically had no available seats! Jia xiang mian was also very crowded... We then went to Ajisen Ramen! Coincidently, wx and kris happpens to be there, again. They got fate with us huh? LOL So they joined us for dinner too!
At that point of time, everyone (i think so?) was super high lah, especially me, keep laughing and laughing. And while we were inside the ajisen ramen area, they were like, taking unglam shots of me. EWW ... =P And we all keep chit chatting while eating, and i'm laughing all the way! HAHA!

It was quite an memorable V.day. But I must apolgoize, for the bad planning that cause awkwardness and boringness at the beginning of the outing. Sorry~ But still, hope all of you have fun!

Pictures time! (Not I take de, is steal from hui's blog and yang's folder, so photo quality and size might be different)


Taken while playing with the water~


Smile!


Back view, nice pose uh?


Say cheeeese~


Group photo, without the guys!


Group photo 1


Group photo 2


Crazy time at Ajisen~


Unglam photos.. LOL


Random shot.


What's up, yang?


At LJS for breakfast


Adrian sleeping!


Another shot at LJS


Another shot~

Yeah that's about it. Need go do chem and study now!
Next outing: Birthday for the march babies! Haha.
Signing off!

7:09 PM


Friday, February 13, 2009

Hello friends~
Good news, my neck is 80% healed! Haha! So no more making fun of me eh?
Today lesson was boring... Completed the eng compre test, and then MT lesson was bored to death. SS was okay, with an surprise cake for Shao yi and ao nan's birthday.
E-maths lesson was, pretty okay, learing the irritating vectors.
Had MT again, and had to do a compo. Crapped throughout the whole compo~
Then went to changed to my Half-U and went to HTA for my 2nd NPAP training...
Today was tougher than last week. Have to stay in rusok position and right arm have to be parallel to the ground, super sore!
We also did more hentak kaki today... But despite being tired, I find it fun and challenging too! Weird huh?
But then, on the actual day, there will only be 1 flag bearer... and the other one will be a sub. CI will choose next time, oh well... =P
Training ends at around 6pm and went back home~

Had muscle cramp after bathing, maybe due to the hentak kaki? Im not sure, but i'm super weak lah! =P And fragile, so handle me with care. Teehee!
Now im like limping as I walk.
Valentines day tomorrow~ Will be out with the whole lot of NPCC friends and some other people whom I dont know them, yet. Hope that tomorrow will be a FUN day~
And yes, Happy Valentines Day!

11:45 PM


Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Ouch! Woke up at midnight yesterday, and felt a surge of pain that shot up to my neck... Today morning, when I woke up, I realised I've sprained my neck while sleeping. Darn silly eh? LOL!
The whole of today was kind of pain, with the stiff/sprained neck, but still, had to go through all the lessons, and even go ngee ann for electronics lesson..
Bought salon pas after school and stick it at my neck now. Although won't recover so soon, but hope it can recover ASAP. Tomorrow have npcc.. and I cant do kenan lurus already =P
Anyway, had signed up for the auditions for the radio fm club thingy... Heard that auditions will be held. Jia you to my friends whom signed up too! Hope we all can get in and can have fun during the trainings! Haha.
Ahh, just realised that my post today is totally random... =P
Signing off now. Tudos!

8:41 PM


Monday, February 9, 2009

Just found out this colour revelation thingy which actually reveals your feeling right now, or rather your current stats. It's really freaking true.
All you have to do is to choose the colour that you feel most harmony with, and you have to keep choosing until no colour is left, meaning from the colour you feel most harmony with, to the colour you feel most not harmony with.
It's very true... Here's my revelation and after reading, I realised what it says is really what that's happening to me now..
Here goes...

At this time you are feeling 'uptight' and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation; but perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been 'hard done by' and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. Your are, however, sufficiently competent to turn that situation around - you have overcome similar problems in the past, and really this one isn't too different.

You are feeling very disillusioned at this time and you feel that you are being left out of things. You know - or you think you know - what you want, but you seem unable to exert the effort to achieve your objectives. As a consequence, you are feeling left out and neglected. You would like to be afforded greater security and fewer problems.

It is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no one to rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you'll have to make the best of things as they are.

You are experiencing more than your fair share of stress following an acute disappointment. This may be the result of subconscious conflict between hope and necessity. The tension that you are experiencing following your unfulfilled hopes have given rise to anxious uncertainty. You have no doubt that things could get better in the future and so you refuse to make the necessary essential decisions. This conflict between hope and necessity is creating considerable pressure. Instead of resolving this by facing up to making the essential decisions, you are likely to vacillate and concern yourself with trivialities of little consequence.

Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.


Go ahead and try yours, It's free at...
http://goldinuniverse.com/

Anyway, got back my chinese result. Was shocked to know that I've scored 36/50. Considered to be contended, since im rushing while i'm doing the test and was doing it skimpily.
Had chem test today, and Mrs Lim go through the answer after doing the test. Luckily, I know i've passed the test. Phew~
It's not over yet, E-maths test tomorrow, just finished studying and will be going to bed now...
And now you know why the colour revelation is true, cos im totally stressed up. Or maybe I just don't know how to handle stress.
Whatever.
And sorry to my friends, if i'm acting weirdly... Something just happened. If you don't know, well, that just means you don't have to know. Just hope that you'll forgive me if i'm behaving weirdly recently.
Signing off here, will try to blog again/tag my friends. Tata!

10:45 PM


Sunday, February 8, 2009

YOO!
Just came back after watching this movie Bride Wars with kelvin, yang and kenneth.
Actually planned to watch it at JP, but when I reached there with yang, I realised that the next available movie for Bride Wars is at 6.30pm and its kinda late since tomorrow have school...
Hence train-ed all the way to Westmall and catch this movie at 3.05 pm.

The movie is pretty normal, and the middle of the movie is very dry and boring, not much of exciting scene and the storyline is boring.
It's about 2 girls who knew each other since young and were best friends. However, both of them wanted their wedding to be held at the Plaza (is it the place? I forgotten =P) at June. Coincidentally, their boyfriends proposed to them and both of them wanted to get married in June. But they then realised after going to the wedding planner and found out that there is only 1 date left for their wedding to be held at the Plaza as many couples wanted their wedding there too.
Both girls refused to give up their chance and hence started to quarrel and fight over it, sabotaging each other by spoiling their plan of the wedding.
On the actual wedding day, one of the girl (Emma)'s wedding is actually being called off by her boyfriend as the video that is playing during the wedding is an unglam video of Emma partying away(sabotaged by Liv). So in a fit of anger, Emma rushed over to Liv's wedding (which is just next door since both of them wanted their wedding to be at the same place, same date) and exchanged fist with each other. But yeah, they are still friends after all and the fighting stopped and Emma took the role of Liv's bridesmaid and Liv had her wedding successfully while Emma had her wedding called off. Hence their friendship bond rekindled and Emma eventually married another guy (Liv's brother). The movie ended with both of them being pregnant on the same date...

Overall, the story is quite dull. Sorry if my summary of the movie is very blur, cos Im quite blur watching it too, quite a boring movie. But it's a good presentation of what friendship are, withstanding many misunderstandings and quarrel.

After the movie, went to KFC and ate this ultimate value box (shroom burger, 1 chicken drumstick, mashed potato and drinks) The rest gotta go, so I went home after dinner.

Reached home and was bored so took some photos to eliminate the moodiness in me... =P






Next movie: Valkyrie
Im sure i'll love it, since im a history student. LOL.
Right, goodbye! Chem test tomorrow, jiayou!

8:08 PM


Saturday, February 7, 2009

Hello! I apologised for not updating okay? ^^
Been pretty busy lately, FE research, Eng book fair, NPCC, homeworks, and so on.
Anyway, today had our eng book fair, and as expected, Mrs Yeo went to our group first (cos our booth is nearest to teacher table. LOL) Showed her the movie and our powerpoint slides. Gosh! I think we screwed up, cos i'm the one doing majority of the job and only I am doing most of the presentation. So luckily, when Mrs Yeo asked the rest of my teammates some questions, at least they are able to answer... Phew.
After book fair, we had our usual lesson. The chinese "compre" test was difficult. The passage might look simple and the questions that they asked were very, challenging and tricky. I was in a rush, cos of NPAP, so I think I screwed up the whole test ~_~

Went for NPAP training after our lesson. Schools from area 18 came too, cos our school is the pick up point. Only me, kelvin, huihui, serene, shahira and hidayati went, so yeah kind of boring cos only me and kelvin is in the flag bearer team.
The flag bearer training was... how should I say, fun and tiring?
Fun because we get to learn flag drills, but the flag drills are tiring too... I cant imagine keeping my arms parallel to the ground for an extended period of time... =.= My muscle be darn sore man!
I bet next week's training will be tougher than this week, so lets brace ourself for it ^^ Reached school at 7.30 pm and I skipped the principal talk and went home!

Right, I will be MIA/on a hiatus now. Will still check back the tagboard (so do tag me lots kay?) and I'll make effort to tag you peeps too! You tag me = I return your tag ^^ Might be blogging lesser nowadays, but i will make use of any chance to blog my recent updates and photos. Have fun!
Ray~

12:22 AM


Tuesday, February 3, 2009

LOL, it's hilarious at the number of posts that I've been making, urging myself to wake up and be more hardworking, yet it don't work.
Nevermind, managed to "anyhow do" my FE project, but left the english book fair undone although I've got more or less the information and ideas to do it already. Just gonna compile them to the powerpoint.
Chem test will finally be tested on this thursday, with more pages been tested, I MUST study hard for it, cos the chapter im quite blur about it =P Too sleepy in class eh?
And recently I loveee to go around tagging a few of my friends per day, so yeah, I will be like, randomly visit my friend's blog and give you a *TAG* to indicate that i've read your blog! Do reply kay? LOL.
But even if I dont tag you, I will have also read your blog, maybe cos im just lazy to tag, so dont be dishearten ^^
Once again, wish all my friends good luck in your studies! I really feel that I am not coping well...

11:22 PM


Monday, February 2, 2009

Studied for 2 tests yesterday, physics and chem, but today only had physics tests as Mrs Lim is not here, and therefore our chem test is re-scheduled.
The Phy test was oddly difficult for me, while most of my classmates find it to be pretty okay, dont know why, can't even remember the basic formula of w=mg...
How foolish is that...
Hope that I can do better in the chem test.
Gonna do the planning and research for FE, but I keep delaying it, too lazy to do since my I had lost all sparks of interest in FE.
Next, the english project due on friday, the book fair thingy, haven even started on the powerpoint...
Thinking about all these really made me feel super vexed. I really must start doing something, now, right now.
Tudoos!

9:31 PM