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I just want to smile
Yours truly.


This is Ray/Richard
Currently studying in HKSS, class 4A
Arrived at this prodigious world on 2nd May, 1993
Im a taurus
Currently single, and available.
Although faced with many adversities,
I struggled to survive all.
And I believe, if I want, I can.
I can't make you love me,
but please don't hate me.



Jukebox.


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com


Wishes

-L1R4 10 points, L1R5 12 points.
-Im contented at the moment ;)

Communication.



Plurkkk!

Plurk.com

Darlinks.

^2fam Clique
Fen Fang, (Fen)^2
Hui hui, (Hui)^2
Kelvin, (vin)^2
Rebecca, (bear)^2
Serene, (rene)^2
Sherlyn(private), (lyn)^2
Sherlyn, (lyn)^2
Yi lin, (lin)^2

WHATever clique
Alex
Annabelle
Desmond
Ferdy
Jaslin
Jason
Jermin
JieYi
Kelvin
Reen
Whatever

Beloved pals
Adibah (NPAP'09)
Ai Jing
Alisa (NPAP'09)
Amanda (NPAP'09)
Azlizah (NPAP'09)
Beiling
Cherie
Christine(habbo)
Cussie Kelvin
Fadhilah
Felicia
Helmi (NPAP'09)
Jayne
Jing yuan
Joan
Jocelyn
Jummy(habbo)
Khoirul (NPAP'09)
Murphi
Ru cui; Esther(habbo)
Saifuddin (NPAP'09)
Sandra
Shanice
Shu fei
Siying
Steph
Syafiqah
Tingting
Vanessa(habbo)
Wendolyn
Xinyi
Xuelin
Yi Wen
Yi yin
Yi yue
Yong hao
Yusuff

If your link is missing, do tell me =)
Inactive links will be removed (sorry)

Memoirs

July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009


Monday, August 31, 2009

Life is getting more and more lifeless
So, what's up recently?
Im starting to feel that i'm becoming a zombie. Nothing can really perk me up. Studies is the only thing that could occupy my mind now, and even when I go out, I don't even feel like having fun and I felt that what i'm doing is wrong because I ought to be studying and NOT playing.
I dont even get much rest time as per usual... Sigh. Is this the life of a O level candidate? ;x
I'm getting worried about the part around my abdomen ever since the painful incident 2 days ago, and my stomach felt bloated. Don't feel like going for a check up too. Haha.
Apart from studying, went for pool today, which I enjoyed myself a little, but still have a very weird feeling, as if i shouldn't be playing right now...

On the other hand... HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!
Had celebration for teachers' day in school! The concert delayed due to fire drill, but it was pretty fun! The poem that our group did won the first prize and I even went up to read out the poem! Freaking nervous, but I did it ;D
So on this special occasion, I'd like to make use of this chance to thank some teachers whom had made an impact to my life ;D

Mrs Yeo!
You're seriously an impressive English teacher! Everyday, i'll look forward to your lesson, because it's one of the few lessons that I had enjoyed a lot. You never failed to motivate me by relating your personal experience. For instance, you highlighted that you're from a chinese speaking family, and yet you are able to converse fluently in English! This is something that thrived my determination to work hard on my English because I, too, came from a chinese-speaking family. In your class, I'll never get bored. Your sarcasm is what that keeps me awake because it's always so interesting. When you go through worksheets with us, you'd do it so thoroughly and meticulously by highlighting common O level vocabulary as well as frequent mistakes. This allowed us to bear it in our mind and correct our mistakes. Through your conscientious teaching, and care&concern towards your student, you're one such teacher that left a footprint in my life. Thank you so much, really, Mrs Yeo. ;D

Mr Ngiow!
Ever since sec 3, I can't remember you scolding us. You always use care towards your student. I admit that i'm a maths idiot, but you have never ever give up on me, yet you continue to guide me, even if I asked the dumbest question. Your lessons are very systematic, and I totally love your teaching style because it can be easily absorbed since you always guide us along with detailed explanations and you'd give us questions starting from the easiler questions followed by the challenging ones. And now, we're doing self-revision. I have always been bombarding you with questions, and I am truly thankful for you helping me out, even though sometimes I can never get it in my head and have to approach you for numerous time. You have always shown patience towards all your students, and make sure we're all keeping pace. If I ever get a distinction for either of my maths, you deserves the MOST credits! Thank you Mr Ngiow! You truly one great Maths teacher.

Definitely, there are so many teachers that I wanted to thank, Mrs Wee, Mrs Chuah, Mrs Er, Mdm Tay!!!, Mr Wee, Mrs Ram, Ms Tan.... and all the teachers who taught me, or have not taught me before. I sincerely wished you all a very HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
You all are the best, and my most respectful and beloved teachers!

9:33 PM


Saturday, August 29, 2009

Could it be... appendix?
I'm in pain.
I was jolted out of my bed and was shaken off from my sweet dreams due to a excruciating sharp pain around the left abdomen. The pain was simply unbearable. I screamed, and started jumping around in pain, then I really cannot stand the pain and decided to lie down, while tears welled up as I tried to grit through the pain...
This is really worrying. I did not experience any similar symptoms before, but this is the first time I had such a unbearable pain around my abdomen.
Is this really appendix? O level is coming, and I don't wish to have any medical illness at this crucial period of time...

10:24 AM


Thursday, August 27, 2009

Mugging day~
Hello!
Enjoyed mugging today ;D
Went to Jurong East library and stayed at the 3rd floor with kelvin, syafiqah and amani. It was pretty enjoyable since the third storey is extremely quiet and you will tend to whisper even if we want to talk! Given the peaceful-ness, I find it easilier to focus and concentrate, and will be able to work doubly hard!
For the next few weeks till O level, I'll be making the JE library my 2nd home! There is definitely a need to mug right now. Time is running out, I don't want to let the precious time flow away!
Lets all work hard alright! Just bear with it and suffer for the next few weeks, once the Os is over, everything will be back to normal ;)
Lets GO!

10:05 PM


Sunday, August 23, 2009

Random scenery
Took a few random photos in school!
And I took it on 2 separate days, yet its the same location! ;D









Had tuition today. Starting to detest my tuition session... the questions were quite challenging for me. Then went home and started mugging till now! ;D

Bye~!

9:40 PM



Movie : Orphan! Freaking awesome!
Hey there! Just finished my piles of homework, so decided to update on the happenings yesterday!
In the morning, met Kelvin for breakfast and then we went to Jurong East to have our hair cut. Decided to go to Beauty Reveal, which is quite a professional salon (compared to those salon which one hair cut costs $7)
After discount, it cost about $14, and I paid $19 cos I have my hair washed! So yeah, after telling the hair stylist the hairstyle that I want, he began snipping away! Not bad, but a little too short tho. ;x Very tempted to get the clay thingy, which is really easy to style, and it isn't too greasy or sticky too! Maybe gonna buy it next time, after I finish my 2 cans of hairspray. HAHA ;x
After the hair cut, went home to bath and changed, then went to Jurong Library to meet Huihui, yong yun and Jinpei to do up Teachers' day card! So sorry I am not of much help cos I'll only meddle things up! :X ;X ;X
Watched them do up those handicrafts until about 3pm and me and huihui left to meet kelvin at the MRT station. Travelled to the Cathay cinema next to Plaza Singapura and we were planning to catch the movie Orphan at there together with hanlin and standley. The tickets happened to sold out when we were queueing, and we went back to Plaza Sing to check if there's any timing left. No choice, the earliest is 6.30pm and we bought the tickets. Standley couldn't watch, and Hanlin didn't come either, so ended up the 3 of us watching! Haha, first time went out with just the 3 of us!
Went for our early dinner before the movie, since I was really ravenous. Ate at Xin Wang HK cafe and ordered Pork curry rice! Its really yummy. And the serving is pretty BIG! ;x
Since it's still early after our dinner, we went to Yamaha shop to look at those fabulous guitars, as well as going to the arcade for a game.
At around 6.30pm, we bought snacks and in we go to the cinema!
Orphan
It is indeed a very thrilling movie! I'll be a spoiler and briefly describe the movie ;P Orphan is a movie about a couple with 2 child whom went to adopt another child (probably because the wife is depressed over her loss of her 3rd child which died when the child is only a foetus) They adopted this what seems to be a polite young girl called Esther. That's when trouble brewed. Esther is actually a psychopath whom killed the family who adopted her after failing to seduce the husband of the family. She is actually 33 years old woman, but look like a 9 years old kid after she was diagnosed with a kind of illness. So yeah, there's pretty much of gruesome scene when she did the killing, and it's really a thrill for people who like gore movies ;x
Overall, the movie isn't too scary, but its the violence that made it interesting. What I really love about this movie is the unique plot and storyline which really made it a MUST watch movie.
4 stars out of 5! ;)
After the movie, it was already like, 9pm ++ and we travelled home. Had some dirty talks on the train yeah? LOL! It was hilarious you horny peeps! Polluting my "innocent" mind. ;x
Took some photos during the dinner! (Didn't really take photos before and after that, probably because I forgotten to ;x)

Kelvin and me!


Stare what huh? ;x


Boo!


Waiting for the food...


Engrossed in smsing!


Black pepper chicken with rice! (hui's dinner)


Fish fillet with rice! (Kelvin's dinner)


Boo!


Shot of plaza sing!


Kelvin!


My iced milk tea!


Kelvin's milo dino!


And my meal ;D

Okay byebye! ;D
Lets all study together people! O level is REALLY NEAR. No joke ;D and prelim is in like, 2 or 3 weeks time ....
All the best!

9:13 PM


Saturday, August 22, 2009

Thrilling week!
Goshh!
So many things happened this week, and I actually forgotten to update all these on my blog! HAHA!
This week can be said as one of the important week throughout these few months!
DPA result, chinese O level result and EL oral! All those major events. HAHA
So on Tuesday, we were having CME lesson during 1.30 to 2.30 pm, and we went to computer lab, which means I can check for my DPA result which will release at 2pm!
When 2 pm strikes, I immediately logged in to my DPA account, and was dejected to received the news that I did not get into Media and Communication in SP. It's okay, I mean yeah, I do treat this seriously and was really melancholy when I know I wasn't selected, but it's okay, it'll spur me to work harder for O level! Yes! ;D
Then, Wednesday, an emotional filled day.
Wednesday is the release of O level MT result! And our school decided to release it at 1pm. My whole class was totally feeling ups and downs for the whole day! One part of us wanted to see how well we have done, and the other part of us were petrified of not doing well!
On 1pm sharp, we reported to the hall, and there's like a stupid briefing on the forms to take and whether to re-take or not. And after that, they show a overall performance for our school. It sucks man, I mean, sec 4 express Chinese student only have 5 A1s and 1 A2! Then, our form teacher started to show our result one by one to us. Nothing can describe my feelings at that moment. My hearts were thumping so hard that it almost jumped out from my mouth! I tries to take in deep breath so as to even out my breathings, but it just got worse.
Then, I went to the front, and Mrs Wee was like saying that I got A1! I was in a complete state of shock, and I look at her and asked her not to lie. Then I went forward and looked at the list. Indeed, it was a A1. My tears just rolled out, and as I was signing my signature, my hands were shaking. Luckily, I tried to hold back my tears, and I don't think anyone would have spotted it ;x
Seriously, the reason my tears flowed is mainly because I felt that all my hard work is worthwhile. Especially this year, I have worked extremely hard for my chinese. This is very significant during the week before my actual chinese exam, I was basically doing all the worksheets and doing as much practise as possible. And i'm really euphoric, that my hard work paid off. Those tears, were tears of joy.
That's why, it struck me that I have to work equally hard for all my subjects, because as long as we are willing to be diligent, a distinction is really possible.
I also have my EL oral. It was pretty okay I guess. It's about environmental issues. The passage was on flooding, picture was on flooding and conversation is on weather as well as helping people. Quite okay. ;D Hope to score well!
I'll update my next blog post maybe tomorrow or what, on the movie I've watched today, which is Orphan!
AND I STILL CAN'T UPLOAD PHOTO VIA BLOGGER. SHIT IT!
Let's all work hard. It's the final lap. O level is really nearing soon. Just cross the hurdle. We can do it.

11:23 PM


Monday, August 17, 2009

Kelvin's advance birthday celebration!
Yooooo people!
On Saturday, we had a celebration for our dear Kelvin, an advance birthday celebration! Hope you enjoyed the surprises we prepared for you! ;D
On that day itself, met up with yee seng, kenneth, Joshua and huihui at the mac near Kelvin's house. We first bought a cake nearby and I purposely lied to Kelvin saying that i'll be meeting him near his house and i'll be fetching him over. Luckily, he don't seem to suspect anything. So after buying the cake and trying our best to light the candles up, we hide at the staircase just next to kelvin's flat while I made a call to him, prompting him to make his way down.
The moment he reached the staircase, he gotten a SURPRISE from us as all of us were hiding there with the cake! Hopefully Kelvin was touched and astonished with our surprise ;D Ate the cake in his house before we proceed off to Suntec for our k-box session!
Had our kbox session from 2-7 pm! That's when kelvin had his next surprise! I lied to him that I have not gotten the present for him yet and i'll be giving him the present on his actual birthday. But little did he expect that while I get him to go to the toilet with me, the rest of them in the room purposely hide the necklace (the one we bought for him) underneath the bowl of snacks! The moment he came back, Kelvin didn't suspect anything. So we continued singing as per usual while eating the snacks to reveal part of the necklace! And kelvin really got us soooo mad!
He seems to notice something wrong with the snacks, yet he didn't make any attempt to figure it out, and we started laughing hilariously because everyone knew the plot! Finally, I could not hold it anymore and I forced him to eat the snacks.
That's when he pulled out the necklace. Hope you'll love it yeah?
Sing sing sing till 7~
Had our dinner at Subway while having lots of laughter during the chats!
Took train home.
;D
Wish kelvin will have enjoyable and memorable 16th birthday celebration!
Just about 40 more mins to your birthday! So I gotta wish you a advance HAPPY SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY! May you excel in everything that you does and good luck in jio-ing her. LOL ;x;x;x
Picturesss!

Kelvin's birthday cake!


Cutting the cake...


Xinyi looking blur huh? LOL!


Yee seng's back view. His just shy ;D


Shy shy kenneth! And kelvin too!


Huihui hiding from my camera ;X


Jia yi and bernice trying to shun! ;x


ZI LIAN!


Reached home ;x

And tomorrow is DPA result! Freaking anxious! ;D
Bye!

11:08 PM



Movie: Where got ghost?
On Friday, went to catch this highly anticipated movie by Jack Neo namely 'Where got ghost'? Dismissed from school at 12.30 and immediately rushed home to get changed and brought along my stuff for studying after the movie. Yong Hao and I arrived late, but luckily the movie have not started yet when we enter the cinema! ;D
The movie 'Where got Ghost?' is separated into 3 parts.
The first part is 'Roadside got ghost' and its a story about someone picking up oranges thats suppose to be offered to the deities and that person is cursed and died a horrible death. The second story is the 'Forest got ghost' and this is my personal favorite because I feel that this is the best mixture of humour and horror. This story is about 2 guys coming back from re-service and they have took short cut during an trail in the jungle which landed then in deep trouble after running into 'dirty stuffs'. The last part is the 'House got Ghost' and this is a carry-on from Money Not Enough 2 where the grandmother passed over and her spirits came back.
This movie may not be the best Jack Neo production, but I pretty much enjoyed myself because it's a very good mixture of comedy and horror! Got many people screaming during the movie, and laughing at the next minute!
After the movie, went for a lunch at LJS and huihui and I went to library to study history! Xinyi then arrived at around 6pm + and we went for dinner at McDonald plus went shopping for Kelvin's present!
That's all! ;D

10:58 PM


Sunday, August 16, 2009

Blogger's being a bitch again.
For the 8765574534231675 times, IM NOT ABLE TO UPLOAD PHOTOS AGAIN!

12:46 PM


Thursday, August 13, 2009

Woohoo! I've already gotten the things to do for the weekend in mind.
I've got like, many many things to complete!
Need to do FE portfolio and evaluation report by Monday.
Need to do a History practise paper.
Need to revise for my Physics, having test next week.
Need to prepare for El oral next wed.
Need to do my E and A maths papers.
Last but not least, Kelvin's birthday celebration on Saturday.
Gonna be extremely busy, is that good? or bad? ;x

10:26 PM



Miraculous week!
Hello!
A tough week, again. But no surprises, there isn't a easy life for all O level candidates! ;D Just gotta admit that i'm starting to take more and more control, and i'm easily motivated now.
Yes, Miracles DO happen.
My a-maths test on trigo, I thought it's a gone-case already since I only did 2 questions and just wrote junks for the remaining questions, but I managed to pass! 22/40. Not very impressive, but I thought i'll be failing this test for sure!
Another impressive occurrence is my History SBQ result! 2 weeks ago, I took this test and came back dejected cos I totally bullshit throughout the whole test. But little did I expected myself to score a remarkable result of 23/25. Isn't this another miracle?
Did my a-maths test on Differentiation today. I won't do too well, but just well enough to pass, I guess. And my Chem test was a little disappointing with around 3 questions blank. It's alright! ;D
And I got to start revising on my Humanities already! Plenty of facts to remember with little time left.
But please, I hope my streak of miracle will continue to extend until next week, because next week shall either be a week which I'll be jumping mirthfully or a week which i'll be forlorn and downcast. Reason? Next week i'll be having 3 extremely important event. The DPA result on Tues, MT O level result release and EL Oral on Wednesday. I need to prepare myself for the news! ;X
See ya~

6:28 PM


Monday, August 10, 2009

National day '09! An unforgettable experience!


A gorgeous dawn to start a beautiful day...

Happy birthday Singapore!
What an experience mannnn!
Once again, I spent my National Day with the WHATs and it's ULTIMATE FUN!!!
Goshhhh! Yesterday was really an attention-seeking day... we had our face PAINTED! And we walk around marina square and the flyer with thousands of eyes staring at us! Shy? LOL! But it's darn cool! First time so many people look at us! We're darn patriotic can?!?!?! LOL!
Alright, yesterday went with Kelvin to Bugis first to do some shopping! Bought a grey button-down shirt + a black bermuda at Messy and Recoil respectively.
Then we went to City Hall and waited for Alex, Jason, Reen, Jieyi and Xinyi to arrive~
So... our first destination is the SAM (Singapore Art Museum)
SAM is soooo fun! There's like some sort of flea market, and there's sooo many people there! Since its National Day, we get to have free admission! The exhibits in there were interesting and eye-catching too!
At the back, there's like free candy floss and popcorn as well as... FACE PAINTING!
At first i'm quite reluctant to go for face painting, but since it's national day, i'm on~ And gosh man, Alex and Kelvin is super daring, they painted SG flag on their face! LOL!
After we had our face painted (followed by a series of stares by the others who were fascinated at our face painting...) we continued to explore the SAM!
Then we took bus to Marina Square and had our dinner at Xin Wang HK Cafe! Ordered black pepper chicken rice with iced macau coffee! Always loved the food at there ;D
We then decided to root ourself at the SG flyer, and we were making our way there despite the road block. Along the way, we get to see the contingent forming up as well as those tankers and army!
By the time we reached the flyer, i'm like perspiring badly! Oh mannn! My face painting gonna SMUDGE! LOL!
Indeed, 2 of my cabins on my right cheek were already gone, cos I perspire and i go and scratch it! LOL!
Yeah, watched the whole NDP performance, and Xinyi and I were like singinggggg~ and going crazy when we saw the NPCC contingent marching past! Haha!
When the last performance of the NDP was over, we russshhhhhhed to the second floor to set sight on the FIREWORKS! The fireworks this year never failed to amaze me... despite watching it for the 3rd time.
The whole NDP ended with an outburst of golden fireworks, which left everyone awe-struck. We then made our way back to marina square and suntec city, and i'm singing on the way back. LOL! Crazy me.
So yup, took the train back, and as usual... people were like staring at usssss! ;X Our face painting had really brought us to the limelight!
Reached home at around 10 pm ++
It's really an great experience man! Enjoyed myself with them and totally spent my national day in a meaningful and fun-filled way~

Bet you have been waiting for it?
Its... PHOTOS TIME!

Arriving at the SAM!


Don't spoil the exhibits, Alex. LOL!


What do you see?


Jieyi doing face painting on her face!


And then it's jason's turn...


Alex and me while queueing up!


The out come! Pretty eh?


Jason is soooo cute!


Alex's daring attempt.. half-done!


There he goes! Singapore's mascottttt!


Even xiao mei mei also wanna take photo with him!


Uh oh... my turn... Drawing the merlion first...


Followed by SG flyer + esplanade!


Tadahh!


Presenting... merlion~


And the SG flyer + esplanade!


Alex and me!


Kelvin and me~


Jason and me~


The fierce SG flag. LOL!


Group photo!


On the staircase~


The junk antique behind me ;D


Yo alex! What you looking at? seems so pervertic. LOL!


Getting artistic huh?


And then I cut in, what an extra. LOL!


What can you depict from this artistic photo?


The corridor!


The guys~


Take 2!


On our way to marina square...


and making our way to xin wang HK cafe.


Jason!


Xinyi!


Alex!


Kelvin!


Jieyi!


and ME!


Walking to flyer~


The cool cool tanks!


i wanna join them!!


Copters and SG flag~~


At the ground level of flyer, watching the NDP


Fireworks!




















Saying last goodbye to the flyer before washing off


not to forget the merlion too.. I'll miss you~


FINALLY!!
But that's not all! There's like close to 300 photos...
Its all in reen's facebook! Go and check it out ;D
Bye~

11:52 AM