Optimism.Hi.
Its a tough day today.
Met with some severe emotional issues. Never mind, I survived, at the very least.
But what hit me most, is during today's a-maths test. I wasn't feeling too well, emotionally and physically. Having giddy spells, and yet I have a test on trigo.
It's freaking amazing, I tried almost 3/4 of the TYS questions on trigo, yet i'll be failing this test. I knew I will fail, cos out of 6 questions, I only attempted 2. The other questions? I completely had no idea on how to do 'em.
However, I DO know how to do those questions actually, maybe it's because i'm not in the right state of mind during the test? I don't know.
It's okay. The me in the past would probably me grumbling over the badly done test right now, and feeling sore for the whole of today. But no, i'm definitely not crestfallen now, neither am I lamenting. Instead, the failure from this test triggered me to work harder, and not to be too complacent. I'll definitely work much harder and improve on my trigo to deal with the ultimate O level examination.
Yes, that should be the mind set from now on, I should NOT grumble over the mistakes I've made, but instead, turns it into a motivation force to work harder and improvise.
To err is human, to lament over it is loser.Before I sign off, i'm just completely disappointed and dejected over certain issues. I know it's just hard for you people to accept me, and neither am I gonna try so hard to blend in. Hate me for all you want, I don't care. Screw you all. I'm gonna graduate soon, so to hell with you all. Yes, although we didnt have any argument or quarrels and even chatted as per usual, but I know that you all don't like me. Everytime, i'm the one initiating a conversation, you all had seldom made attempt to talk to me. I'm often excluded from many stuff... Call me sensitive, or petty, I dont care.
Bye.
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