MT O level Oral!
What a day today!
2nd July, MT O level Oral, Day 1.
We were dismissed at 1.15pm to have our lunch break, and we must report to hall by 1.45pm. When we report outside hall at 1.45pm, I dont know why, but anxiety suddenly engulfed me. Im telling myself a million, or even a trillion times to relax. I need to calm my nerves. But it failed! Its like, at 1 pm, im not even feeling nervous, instead I feel super excited cos i'm finally gonna take my O level chi oral! But the moment I saw the hall and everything, I started to get worried. Negative thoughts filled my mind.
What if I do badly? What if my brain got stuck during conversation? What if there are many words that I can't read? There is no retest, if I fail, what will happen?
Im feeling really pessimistic.
And then, we were brought to the hall and were seated down at the back. Im the 2nd from the last, and that sucks. As we wait for our turn, I started to feel extremely dizzy. Everything seems to spin round and round. I folded my arms and closed my eyes, hoping to ceased the giddy spells. But no, it got worse, even behind my eyelids, i can feel the ground revolving. All these while, I remained silence, but that's when I realise I got to do something, if not i'll really faint.
I started to get rid of my anxiousness and nervousness by talking to the peeps around me, starting to joke and even sing songs to lighten up my mood.
I gotta say, that HELPS A LOT! My giddy spells were gone, I started to feel better, my heart beat started to regulate and I calmed my nerves...
Then one by one, my friends had finished their oral. Some gave me a sour look, while some flashed me a thumb up.
Finally... ITS MY TURN!
I walked towards Mrs Er, and were timed for 5 mins, which is the time for me to read on the passage. So I read, and I grimaced. Indeed, many strong chinese words which I can't read. HECK! I just gotta anyhow replace it with other words that I deem fit. ;D
Then it's my turn and I walked to the 2 examiners.
I asked,"Good afternoon teachers" and flashed a smile. Damn hypocrite, trying to act as a super good boy ._.
Then I read the passage, some stutters and words read wrongly ._. but still quite smooth on the whole.
Conversation part, the one that I usually worried about. The question is indeed weird! The examiner asked me to share my views on whether the school should open the facilities to public on weekend? At that exact moment, I gave him the 'HUH?' look, but I forced my brain to work, force my brain to squeeze some answers out.
So out of desperation, I started by saying that it has good and bad point. For the good point, I said that the if we open to public, the citizens can easily get access to the facilities at the nearby school and the school might even build more facilities for the benefit of the students and the public. For the disadvantages, I said that allowing strangers in and out of the sch can pose some threat eg. theft, fights, trouble makers etc. Examiner then asked me if I think that the sch should charge money, and I said that if its like basketball court or soccer field, then its not necessarily to charge money, but if its those expensive facilities like comp lab or gym, then need to pay a minimal sum. Then, examiner asked if there is anything to add on, and I shouted YES merely because I dont wanna end too fast =.-
So I concluded by saying that sch shouldn't open facilities to public cos the student's safety is priority and it will invite more trouble if we open school to the public
Pretty weak arguments, but i only type in point form, on the actual conversation I blabbered a lot of rubbish...
So finally heaved a sigh of relief after the examination.

And, I HATE PIMPLE! Got a very big pimple that got rooted on my nose. Excruciating pain! So I tried to obliterate it by squeeeeezing it at home. Darn, pus and blood got squeezed out. PAINFUL! Hopefully it'll recover soon. The pimple is still there tho, but it got a LITTLE smaller ._. Argh! I look horrendous already, and the stupid gigantic pimples totally make me look like a idiot ._.

Okay, sorry for lengthy post!
and why cant I upload photos?! Weird!
Bye~

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