Its only... 3 + more months to O level?!

-Flip through calendar-
7 July is today.
-GASP!- Only 3 months + before O level's arrival!
Oh gosh.
Okay, all the subjects are finishing up the chapters, and whats next will be intensive practise. O level is really nearing, yet I always have the feeling that I do not have enough practise!
Okay, im kind of sadistic recently. Every time teacher give us homework, I'll rejoice over it. And i'll be silently chanting that the teacher will give me more, GIVE ME MORE! It's the only way to feel relieve that i'm constantly having practise for the Os.
Call me paranoid, or call me being overly worried. Whatever it is, i'm going all out to score for Os. Yet, there's an element in me, that might act as a barrier which will hinder me to achieve my aims. Laziness. I hate it. I believe its a part of human's nature. But how do I overcome it? I dont know. I just had to constantly remind myself, to let me know that I just had to brace up, gear up, grind through these arduous months, and it's all for my future. It works, in some ways. ;X
Okay, I can also declared, that i'm, actually petrified of O level. Imagine I screwed up all the papers, what will happen? I'll gonna suffer, my future will immediately be dimmed. All the more, I shouldn't let that happen.
And I tend to imagine me, next year.
Where will I be? Is it in some JC of my dream, busy mugging for GP, for History, and stressing over homeworks?
Or will I be in a poly, going to school daily in fashionable clothings, attending lectures and rushing projects as well as doing presentations on my course?
Up till now, I still do not know where will I really land in.
Looks like, only Time will reveal, but I'll still strive for the best.

Alright, back to reality.
Normal lessons today. Had A-maths test. I tell you, Hong Kah's standard is GOOD okay?! The maths test on Applications of Integration and Kinematics is TOUGH! I got some feelings that I will do badly/flunk it.
Got back my History test on TOV (revision... ;P) and I scored 12/12~ First time in HISTORY. LOL! Then the rest of the lesson wents on smoothly, or maybe not. I'm starting to feel anxious for my Physics. The last chapter on Electromagnetism, I can't really understand it. Perhaps it got to do with electricity and magnets and such. I hate it. Speaking of which, i'll be dropping FE. I gonna heck care it. Will be asking my parents to pay the teacher/principal a visit to "discuss" about throwing away FE. What a f_ _king waste of time at ngee ann, not knowing anything. Shall not elaborate on it, had already a few posts to show how disgusted I am towards FE.
So yeah, hope that the term can be as smooth-sailing! Gotta learn some tactics on how to handle stress! I sucks at that!
Before I go off, I just gotta say...
I STILL CANT UPLOAD PHOTOS ON BLOGGER! DARN!
Bye!

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