I had been thinking a lot today...
I'm actually on the MRT to YCK to meet murphi, jieyi and cherie to study in AMK library, and on the way there, i'd been thinking a lot, in fact, thinking too much...
It may be a short half an hour trip, but many thoughts have been running wildly through my mind.
What do I really want after my secondary education?
To get into a poly? Mass comm? To get a diploma? Is that really all that?
Or should I study extremely hard now, and get into a JC. So that I have a route to uni and be a uni graduate.
Which choice do I really want?
For all my life, I wanted to get into poly. Its cool, we get to wear our own clothes, we wont have grooming checks anymore, we get to use laptop during lessons... But is all these essential?
My desire to get into a poly, is it just because of all these? I dont know.
A diploma is common.. too common. Many people have a diploma. With that qualification, how am I gonna get a good job? Maybe because i'm still young and I dont know about those employment and such, but getting a bachelor degree is of course much better than just a diploma.
All of a sudden, I wanted to get into a JC so much. It may be tough, my grades are not too good, but I still think I have time now.
I'm already planning to go for a-maths tuition during at around June.
Its really weird, cos I have a sudden urge to get into a JC instead of a poly. I really do not know what I want. I had really think a lot today, and I had never think so seriously about my future before.
I feel so lost...

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