Went for hair cut just now cos monday having the bloody grooming check...
At first the hairdresser cut my fringe to a certain length, but I find it too long so I request to cut shorter. And then shorter again as I still find it long.
Then now? Omg, It's like i've totaly lost my fringe, so damn short.
The whole feeling is like, i felt very insecure without my fringe. LOL. Had this weird feeling like i'm damnnnn ugly (although i aint very good looking), but I find myself to be very insecure and lack of confidence when my fringe is been cut off.
Now it felt as if my confidence had been drain away and it seems to be a gloomy day for me.
I WANT MY FRINGE TO GROW BACK, and yet not being caught...

♥ 10:26 PM

I do not wish to name any people, but I am super disappointed with some of my "friends"
Yes, you all may be a clique, but don't you all even treat me as a friend?
To you, I might be someone whom you all are not familar with, but hey, I do try to mingle around with you all, have fun with you all, treat you all as my friend right?
I'm making effort, and if you people dont want to be friends with me, I'm fucking fine with it, Just tell me straight at my face and not force yourself!
In case you do not know what disappointed me, you people just treat me as if im invisible and I felt totally left out. You all know that kind of feeling? I don't think you do.
Whatever it is, I am not aiming at the whole clique, there are still people i'm fine with, but i'm just extremely upset with your treatment to me today, treating me as if im invisible, as if im not even there, going off without even asking me along and not even say goodbye to me.
It's useless to say anything now, you all simply treat me as rubbish, as nothing, and Im not someone who will succumb to you all and i'll make sure i'll never hang out with you all again. I really hate people who treat me for granted. Goodbye.
P.s It's not this issue that caused my disappointment, but due to many other stuffs, so don't say im petty because of this incident.

♥ 9:40 PM

Hello!
Had flag day today. It was my first time doing the flag day and I must say, phew, it's really an exciting experience.
Went to school at around 10 am with jeans as my pants are been washed.
Went with kelvin to clementi and meet up with ming yang. It was tough to get people to donate at first, cos was kind of shy, but after I seperate with kelvin and yang, I started to approach people and managed to get some coins!
Kel is lucky lah, can get notes, even up to a ten dollar note! I only have a lot of coins and only an 2 dollar note...
Another challenge is that there are actually a lot of other schools around, so many people whom I approached had already donated, but still, I hope I can managed to get the minimum $20, but I dont think I have.
Settled lunch at Mos Burger, ordered the hotdog meal.
Continued for around half an hour after lunch and travelled back to school.
It might be a tiring day, but its okay because I get to experience something which I never get to experience and I realise that tough it is to ask people to donate as well as handling rude people. A fantastic and meaningful day indeed!

♥ 9:33 PM

YO!
Yup had my blog skin changed~
Wooho ^^
I need some feed back pleaseeee ^^ Do tag at my blog to give me your honest feedback such as whether the font are clear, the colour scheme is nice, or whether the blog had any bug or not (cannot view post, cannot view picture, cannot scroll, cannot hear music, any bugs)
So yeah, really need all of you guys help so that I will be aware of the bugs and I can fix it. Do tell me at the tagboard.
Note: If you guys see 2 title for all my previous posts, it's normal cos my last blogskin I had to repeat my title on my posts cos the title wont come out due to glitch, so yeah hope you can understand ^^

That's about it, do comment on the new blogskin and report bugs to me via tagboard, Nights!

♥ 12:53 AM

The week had ended again =)

Weee what a short week due to chinese new year! Its friday again! Yipee!
Gotten back my a-maths result. 19/40. You all must think its bad right? Hehe, but i'm extremely happy that I can get a 19, cos I thought I would flunk badly. Grats to all those who passed the test and jia you for those who didnt pass.
Monday will be a crucial day for me, having 2 tests, physics and chem. All the best people =)
And yes, flag day tomorrow, its like, boring... During CSSP, I had such difficult to give out fliers, and now im like, asking people to donate, I bet I will not get the min. $20 for tomorrow... But i'll just do my best! Hope it will be fun.
Yup, I might be changing my blog skin when I feel like it, reason is because my current blog skin suddenly clash with IE... Finding another show luo's blogskin now.
Gotta retire for the night, Sweet dreams!

♥ 12:35 AM

CNY celebration!

Hello pal~ Guess all of you guys had fun during the CNY right? As well as collected lots and lots of $$ right? HAHA!
Well, at first thought that this year CNY will be darn boring, cos this year, my relatives are gathering up at my house, so yeah, wear until so "shuai" cant go out =P jkjk~
But things didn't turn up to be so bad, so im fine with it. They arrived at different timing tho.. some at 10 am, while some come at 4 pm as our house were their last destination. Didn't play mahjong this year, my house dont have the items for mahjong, but I still played "Big 2" with my cousin and uncle. Kind of fun since I had only learn this card game recently.
Mom also cooked steamboat, and im like, having it for the whole day... =.=

At around 6.30pm, my family and my cousin together with their family went to this 'Chun Dao He Pan" Trained alllll the way from bukit batok to city hall, via the long way =P Red line if im not wrong.
So went there, walk walk. It was really really crowded, especially at the god of fortune part because everyone was snatching to catch the "gold paper" that is "thrown" by the god of fortune. Ate the grilled squid, satay and noodles at the food fest, the squid was pretty yum yum! This year, it's held at the national day's floating platform, so all of us sat at the seats there to chit chat until around 10 pm before we decided to go home. In the end, I reached home at around 11.30pm (cos we took the long way) and was super beat, so i'm immediately knocked out when I saw my bed. Haha.

Below have some picceh~
Zi lian at my toilet, actually had a few more shots taken at different parts of my house, but after viewing it, I realised that my hair are out of shape, and it's super yucky, so decided to delete those photos away. Only left with this, altho hair is also messed up but it's not so obvious compared to the rest. Hehe.


MOST UNGLAM SHOT! Look, my hair are like, puffing up, dunno why, must be the strong wind at the point of time, super duper unglam =P That's why I dont want to post the rest cos my hair are very very ugly...


Chun Dao He Pan~


God of fortune + s'pore flyer in operation!


Performance at the floating platform.


Food fest~ Yummy!


Another view of the floating platform.


IR in construction!

♥ 10:58 PM

Ray wishes you guys a very happy chinese new year!

YOO!
Just had my reunion dinner. Mom cooked brocolli (I dont know the spelling) with mushroom, grilled salmon and sea cucumber with pork rib. Yum Yum!
Right its around 9pm now, and in 3 hours time, it will be Chinese New Year!
Ray would like to wish everyone a happy Chinese New Year, and hope you'll get lots and lots of ang bao when go bai nian ^^
Wo zai zhe li zhu ni men sheng ti jian kang
gong xi fa cai
ji xiang ru yi
xue ye jing bu
bu bu gao sheng
nian nian you yu
Zao sheng gui zi (Opps, used it wrongly. LOL)
Cheers!

♥ 8:55 PM

A-maths test + disheartening news...

Hi.
Yesterday can be said to be a very bad day for me.
Had my a-maths test after recess, and it's like, OH MY GOSH freaking difficult!
I didn't do qn 1A, 2A and 2B.
The rest of the questions which I did, im sure 90% of it were wrong...
After that, I though I can let out a breath of relief.
However, after the chinese lesson, Mrs Chuah stopped me and say she had bad news for me.
And the bad news is... I could not drop this freaking subject, Fundamental of electronics. All other 4 people who wanna drop had been approved, except mine. It's super unfair.
Had a talk with the teacher are all like, dont want me to drop because I had potential. It's like, WTF? I flunk my end of year exam, and i managed to get 62 for overall because I COPY my work from my friends.
Nevermind, since I couldn't drop electronics, I will continue taking it and make the best out of it, and treat that as an extra subject and extra knowledge...

And yes, I tried to fix my blog because IE users cant view my blog and the only way is like click on archive to view my posts...
But I couldn't seem to find any error in my template. Safari and firefox users will not experience any bug, so yeah, I guess I shall leave it as it is.

Chinese new year coming soon, Ray would like to wish everyone a very happy chinese new year!!!

♥ 1:01 PM

Stressful life...

Hello~
I really don't know when i'll just break down. To others who can cope, it may not be a problem for you, but for me, it's really irritating when I notice that my results are plunging. I used to be pretty good in chem, but this year, I don't understand much of it. A-maths, although we had a change of teacher and Mr Ngiow is really good in teaching, but im just too stupid to understand. Even the subject that im most confident in, which is history, im starting to feel the pressure now.
I MUST try to cope with it, if not I dont know how do I get even 20 points for my O level.
A-maths test is on friday, and the revision worksheet that Mr Ngiow had given to us I can't really do... How am I gonna go about doing the test?!?!

Anyway, CNY is coming very soon~ At least a festival that I can have 2 days of break. Had bought my final item for CNY, which is my converse shoe. Yay~ Now it's time to look forward to CNY as i might be going out at night to marina bay to watch fireworks.
Also, i've decided to drop Fundamental of electronics and I hope principal can approve it. After dropping, im left with 6 subject, so I have to work very hard...

When viewing my friend's blog, saw this quiz on what is my true fear, and here's the result.

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone   While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Losing Someone
Disappointment
Looked down on
Commitment
Where Your life is Going
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Alright, jia you to everyone struggling in your studies. Gambateh~
Bye~

♥ 9:40 PM

Open house + CNY shopping

YOOO it's me again, after what seems to be a long time since I've blogged...
Right, thinking back, I seem to miss one blog post, which is the NP open house, but nevermind, if you guys wanna see pic, can go to aijing's blog.
Yesterday, was my school's CCA open house.
It was damn fun, and I bet the sec 1s must have lots of fun, viewing the performances.
Didn't get to see most of the performance as we are all practising for our fancy drill performance.
Im like, damn sad lah, cos on our NPCC fancy drill performance, I made the same mistake, twice, on stage, It's super embarassing. When I turn the rifle, i used too much force, thus, cant catch it and almost drop. But nevermind, it's all over.
Proceeded on to the booth to help out for the recruitment. It was fun, attracting the sec 1 to join NPCC. The CIs and TOs + some ssgt had interviewed those interested parties who wanna join npcc. Total, we had 46 new cadets! (if im not wrong)
And oh yeah, not to forget, congrats to all those that are promoted!
Wee finally I met my goal in npcc, to be a staff sergeant!

After the open house, went home, had a quick lunch, then went to JE to meet ai jing and her clique for CNY shopping~
It was super super windy and my hair are like, mess up.
Train-ed to Orchard, then we went to far east plaza to shop. I was like, keep going from shop to shop but didnt managed to get any of the shirt I like. Im aiming for a white vest + pink shirt. But most of the white vest are out of stock, only left those which are not so nice.. And the pink shirt, design are all, yucks ~_~
Yonghao then join us at far east, then both of us continue to shop while the rest go shop for other stuff, i think its the girls' cny clothings.
Went to wisma, then heeren to shop too. Finally decided to buy a white vest, wait it isn't a vest, it's somehow like a informal vest, don't know how to describe it.

Thanks to my great idea, we then went to JP for dinner at jia xiang mian! Jia xiang jia xiang jia xiang~ Mian mian mian!!!
After dinner, I went to spade and finally bought a blue shirt. Really cant find pink one, so settled for a blue shirt.
It was then pretty late, so I went home first.
Oh yes, pretty sorry if you guys can spot a lot of grammar/vocab/weird sentence structure, I type this in a hurry.
I really need more time now, it seems that I cant cope with my work, and the friggin a-maths. Hate it.
Will blog less now, toooo busy recently =(

I will sign off with 2 photos, which I rip off from ai jing's blog. Those photos are taken last sat when we went for ngee ann poly's open house.

Neoprint taken~


It's rare to see me in spec, treasure this photo.

♥ 10:45 PM

Day at JP, happy? or sad?

YOO! School started and i'm like going home pretty late, so didn't really had time to blog! Anyway, last Sunday, went to JP with my mum.
Its like, omg, at first was damn unlucky. I was at the escalator, then was playing with my ring (you know, the one I like the most, which had the lock can open and close that one) then suddenly the lock was unlocked and my poor ring rolllllllled down the escalator and got stuck at the end of the escalator.
As I picked it up, the lock was dented, and I was like, OH MAN!!!
SEEE the photos and you'll know.





Was very sad, but then, should I call it an blessing in disguise? My mum and I happened to walked past this shop in JP2, i think it's call m+y steel and it sells a lot of cool stainless steel ring and necklace.
Went in to have a look and viola! My mum bought me this new ring and necklace!!!







Right, need to cut down on my spending, world's having a bad recess, i meant, recession.
And yes, i might not update my blog too often, due to busy life in school and CCA, but I'll still try to blog as often as possible.
I will still do my routine and visit my friend's blog ^^ although I seldom tag, so yeah, you know i'm reading your blog!

Signing off,
Ray!

♥ 10:47 PM

Holiday's out, school's in!

Holidays really passed damn quickly, and without realising, school's already started...
The first day of school, was fantastic. Like duh, never study of course fantastic =P. Yeh, it's always the case, first day of school, go back classroom, do some goal settings, decorating classroom, and all those admin stuff.
Had a new co-form teacher, Mrs Ram. She's teaching us SS in 2nd semester since our SS teacher will be leaving.. aww =(
But nvm, Mrs Ram is quite a fun teacher, based on the conversation she had with our class, joking with us, although you never know if she will turn to devil when we misbehave =P
So, the first day of school was definitely pretty fun, and i've prepared that from next Monday onwards, it's gonna get pretty busy, teachers preparing us for our O's...
And yeah, we got our timetable, oh my god, we have lessons all the way till 4.30. Whew~
Okay, hope that 2009 will really be a fantastic year for me, just like 2008!

Signing off,
Ray =)

♥ 12:10 PM