Setbacks... it just makes me stronger!

Hello!
Took part in campus superstar 3 today... and did not get in. Its a total, unfairness.
I'll fill you in the details.
Today, met up with Xue Yao and other 3 peeps and went to mediacorp. The queue is... long. We waited from 10 am allll the way till 3++ pm before its our turn for audition. Imagine the queue. Plus we are charged $2 to take photo. RAWR!

As my turn for audition is getting nearer, i do feel a bit of anxiousness, but overall im still feeling fine as im quite confident, after hearing from my vocal teacher (Fang Zhong Hua) that I can pass the audition.

Then... its my turn. I went into the audition room and I introduce myself with a smile. When I said im singing Chen Xiao Chun - Wo ai de ren, the judges' reaction is damn fuck up.
They all faint on the table and urged me to change song. I was like, WTF? Super cb lah, I prepared this song for so long, I have practised for so long, I have do all the preparation and now they ask me to change song. The judges say that around 50++ people sang that song already, and its very sian. So I argued back, I said that I have practised hard and I want to sing this song.
Then they begin to keep urging me to change song. Or maybe you can call that as forcing me to change song. So under this circumstances, I have no choice but to sing the 2nd song choice I've seletced on the list, WHICH IS SUPPOSED TO BE THE NEXT SONG THAT I WILL SING IF I PASS AUDITION =.=
And that song will not sound nice without bg music, and audition dun have any bg music.
No choice, I did not prepare that song, neither am I very familar with the song Zui hou de feng du - Luo Zhi Xiang.

So, its expected, Im OUT! I dont meant to be hao lian or be a Mr BHB over here, but I believe, I strongly believe that if im given the chance to sing Wo ai de ren, I have fairly high chance of passing the audition.
And thats what im super angry + upset about. I CAN pass the audition, I believe I can, but the judges last min request for a change of song! And I wasen't prepared.
Its super unfair can? I never got the chance to sing the song I wanted.
Of course, many other talented people did not get in too. Im starting to wonder, are those judges actually hearing our singing? Or anyhow press the bell. WTF!!!
One word : UNFAIR!

Yes, I am angry, i am super duper angry. But this is a setback in life that had brought me stronger. Another sad thing is that, because I did not pass the audition, my parents don't want me to waste $$ at Music Story, doing vocal training anymore.
I am super angry by that, but then, my passion for music, my passion for singing, will not be stopped because of all these. The passion is burning wildly, and no one can stop me. Although I wont be going to music story for vocal lesson, but I will still continue singing at home.
Furthermore, I will be working after my O level, next year. I will go to Lee Wei Song school of music to learn vocal after I start working. Afterall, i am only 16 when that day comes~ Im still young man. And since its my own money, my parent wont have a issue on that.
Yup, these issues (failing audition and cant continue vocal lesson) had caused me to be depressed. But my passion wont be disrupted. I will, i really WILL continue to sing, continue to improve (despite not having lessons) and I swear when i start working part time after O level, I will go back and learn vocal training.

Am still feeling upset now, wish anyone can console me on msn...
Bye.

EDIT: I just read xin.sg, they said that despite this year the campus superstar having more people taking part, but at around 5pm, only 30 people passed the audition. The judge must be really stingy huh?

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